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Tuesday, June 21, 2011
the unraveling: DID and me

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When I first found out I had Dissociative Identity Disorder I was devastated. I was afraid of people finding out, thought perhaps I would lose my job. I was afraid my husband would leave me. I thought the diagnosis meant I was truly 'crazy'. I suddenly wanted my old life back-the one I had before I started having panic attacks and memories of being sexually abused as a child, adolescent and young adult.


I was diagnosed with DID and other related trauma disorders in 1993. I was 31 years old and a government lawyer. I was happily married with a normal life and no idea that I had a separated sense of consciousness. Before then, I thought I was like everyone else. I thought that my childhood had been happy, that I simply couldn't remember much of it.


I only even started therapy because I started experiencing intolerable panic attacks. Images would flash before my eyes during the day and immobilize me: while I was at work, driving home, or cooking dinner with my husband. Of course, I recognize these pictures now as flashbacks, but at the time, they made no sense.


Read the rest Olga Trujillo's first blog piece on Psychology Today


Olga Trujillo, J.D. is the author of The Sum of My Parts: A Survivor's Story of Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Posted By adia / 3:44 PM / Tuesday, June 21, 2011
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